Nate Walker’s life undergoes a dramatic change when his older brother, Gary, unexpectedly dies during an army training exercise. Nate saw first-hand how their father relentlessly pressured Gary to enlist in the military, despite Gary’s reluctance. Nate is determined not to give his father that sort of leverage over his own life. Leaving home, he finds work and in his spare time finds solace in painting, just like his brother had with music. On an unassuming day, he meets Audrey Brubaker, a curious young woman who doesn’t conform to societal norms. Despite him not asking, she has a whole lot to say about the colours he picked for his latest painting!
Audrey Brubaker is all alone in the world, but she is determined to make a success of her life one way or another. But she knows that without money there can be no future and so she must learn how to make friends and influence people. Could Nate be the friend she has been searching for?
The exploration of love, desire, and grief is at the heart of Searching for Van Gogh by Donald Lystra.
The story takes place in 1960s America and although the Mutual Assured Destruction ideology does play on the minds of the characters from time to time, for the most part, they do not think about a possible nuclear war as they are just trying to get through each day. The assassination of President Kennedy does have a profound impact on all of the characters in this book as it did in real life. The looming war in Vietnam hints at a future where Nate may have to forsake his true self and follow his brother’s example by becoming a soldier. The era is depicted with an authentic writing style that clearly reflects extensive research. There was never any uncertainty about the time period in which this story takes place.
Gary’s death has a profound and enduring effect on Nate. He harbours dreams for his future, much like his late brother, Gary, but unlike Gary, Nate is resolute in carving his own path, free from his father’s guidance. As a result, he departs from his home, acquires a job, and discovers a talent for painting. Nate is a protagonist who readers can truly rally behind and support. Nate’s endearing qualities extend beyond just being likeable; he is also genuinely kind. With the benefit of hindsight, Nate embarks on a journey to unravel the meaning behind pivotal moments from his past, especially his brother’s death. With new eyes, he has a deeper understanding of why events played out as they did. Nate’s character is depicted in such a sublime manner that readers can forge an instant connection with him. Nate’s narrative takes precedence, as readers are drawn into his transformative journey and captivating exploits.
Audrey has an enigmatic quality that adds to her character. She has endeavoured to leave behind a painful past and start afresh in life. Though not innocent, she is unquestionably vulnerable and completely alone, with no parental support her only true friend is Nate, if she has other friends they are not mentioned in this story. To earn a living, she takes inspiration from Breakfast at Tiffany’s and becomes an escort, a tour guide for rich businessmen, although this is without its dangers. Although her desire to belong is not reflected in her outward demeanour, she mentions Dale Carnegie and his book, How to Win Friends and Influence People several times, which suggests to the reader that she wants to have a normal and successful life. When she isn’t working, she sits in on classes at Kendall Design School, even though she is not a student and should not be there. With no parental support or funds for college, Audrey’s aspirations of being a furniture designer seem out of reach, and therefore she brings forth a great deal of sympathy from the reader.
Nate and Audrey’s shared deviation from societal expectations for their age group is a significant factor in their mutual attraction, although, for the most part, this attraction is not romantic. No judgment or accusations exist between them, allowing for authenticity in their interactions. More often than not, the gentle friendship they’ve formed is disrupted by reality. They both have to make a living, and they are both running from something that neither wants to face. One could argue that their relationship is a fleeting encounter, a momentary junction where their paths briefly align before veering apart. It is a coming-of-age story and one that is deeply enthralling.
Nate’s father is a complicated character and worthy of mention. Although the reader spends very little time with him, his influence is felt throughout the novel. He is very much the head of the family and therefore has a significant influence on his family’s affairs. This can be seen in both his treatment of his wife and that of Gary. His statements are treated as absolute law, and neither his wife nor Gary possesses the strength to challenge him which leads to some devasting consequences. While he frequently states that no mother should experience the loss of a child, he never takes any personal responsibility for Gary’s death. Nate’s relationship with his father is very different to that of his mothers and Gary’s. Nate refuses to be easily influenced by his father and decides to forge his own path. And although their relationship remains cordial there is a sense of disappointment from his father that Nate tries very hard to dismiss. The draconian parenting style might seem foreign to modern readers, and the evident lack of support for Gary is notable. Nevertheless, the author consistently reminds the reader of the vast differences between that time and the present.
The profound impact of grief is felt by all the characters in this book. The depiction of how grief affects them and how they cope with it shows a genuine understanding of the devastating impact of losing a loved one, whether it’s through death or estrangement.
Searching for Van Gogh by Donald Lystra is an immensely enjoyable read and one that will stay with you long after you have turned the last page.
I Highly Recommend.
I throughly enjoyed every minute of Searching for Van Gogh.
ReplyDeleteThank you, Mary Anne, for your detailed review. I'm glad you enjoyed the novel. x
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